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Uki & Kyo

Uki & Kyo

Uki & Kyo

"I'm your unique friendly outcast!"

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Lyrics ♫ : Out of my reach a, shadow flickers on and off. Sad as it may be- everything, will be lost. Not even my existence.. is clear in my eyes. But still I keep living.. a melancholic, unhappy life. As your tears spiral down; you forget the here and now, not even my voice is re-re-reaching you. Raise up your eyes, witness the vacant sky; it's replaced, by our very own eternal tearful twilight.

- Twilight Teardrops
by nostraightanswer & Empath-P,
English lyrics by UFOkiyo.

ㅤrecent site updatesㅤ

08/1 - New custom cursor added!
07/26 - Changed placement of music box so you can hear it on every tab! Header updated! Added a trivia section about myself!
06/16 - Added more to the about section, some more phone compatibility!

ㅤmost recent artㅤ

A drawing of my original character, Cherry!

I am against AI generated images!
Support human artists! Clicking on any image on this site will take you to the original artist of that artwork! If the image link doesn't work, the artist has left their social media.


let the sea of dreams float me away on the raft of my bed, far into a starlit ocean where imagination comes to life at it’s shore. where blue roses bloom by my bedside and sprout on my mattress, and i wait for the prince of daylight to rescue me.


BEFORE YOU FOLLOW :DO NOT INTERACT IF :
I have ADHD & anxiety, I might be late to respond to things. I have a part-time job and I'm a uni student. My account is safe for minors (I started it when I was a minor) and I have an aversion/trigger to sexual content so please be careful around me concerning that! I'm also working on some things mentally, so sorry if I'm not at 100%!You're a racist, homophobe, transphobe, pedophile, loli/shotacon, you're looking to start drama, you hate me (why are you here then), you support genocide, you're sexist, you're manipulative, abusive, toxic, have no empathy/patience for others or going to sexualise me, you're a solely NSFW account or an AI artist. Please leave me alone, thank you!

Note: I support Free Palestine, Black Lives Matter, Stop Asian Hate, Stand With Ukraine & the LGBTQIA+. My account is a safe space for those with disabilities (physical or mental) and those who may use xenogenders or neopronouns too! I very personally support gender & race equality as a victim of sexism and racism myself as well as mental health awareness & abuse/assault awareness. I also respect whatever religion you may follow although I am not religious myself! By the way, cringe culture is dead and furries are cool (but if you're on my DNI there is a high likelihood you are cringe).

TRIGGERS :
Yanderes, playboy bunny suits, NSFW content (especially if depicting a power imbalance). Please tag your NSFW with the correct content warning.
Thank you for respecting these triggers as they relate to trauma I have endured.

ㅤintroductionㅤ Hello, I'm Ukiyo! I'm a very slow artist with around a hundred original characters! I really love to support other artists & help others when I'm not busy! I commission lots of art of my characters who are like friends & family to me, work on my Toyhouse/sites, write for my original characters, cover songs, write poetry and wear lolita fashion! I have a lot of hobbies! I love to support artists & others with their creative endeavours.I try to be my true self and many of my posts may be about my own self-discovery, development or feelings! I use the internet to archive my experiences or thoughts. Thank you for checking out my Carrd and please, don't be afraid to interact with me. I know what it's like to feel left out, so I hope that I make you feel welcome!

"Welcome to our Carrd! Make yourself at home and while we brew you some tea."

I treasure my mutuals/followers! Please don't ever worry if you become inactive or don't talk to me as I believe we can always pick up where we left off! I think that's how the strongest friendships are! I don't forget my positive interactions or when someone has helped me. Just please make sure you're taking care of yourself first and foremost; and if you wanted to chat or needed help with something feel free to direct message me!Thank you to all my mutuals/followers who've been supporting me for so long, the artists who've drawn my characters, and the people who have listened to me talk! If you're reading this I hope you have an amazing day! But even if you aren't reading it I also hope you're having an amazing day!I have a huge love of website design so this site will most likely update time to time with newer things or more sections! Thank you for checking it out nonetheless and enjoy your stay!

"Become your own lover, your own friend. Out of everyone in the world, you are the only you. You are the only one who knows your true self. You are your own soulmate."

updates


UPDATES 
feeling :tired.
reading :people's commission information.. i miss commissioning.
watching :not really anything at the moment.
playing :ffxiv, fashion dreamer.
listening :an alien's nocturne.
fixating on:seals, coding carrd/toyhouse, my blue rose.
thinking:social anxiety!!!

ㅤJune 19th, 2024 ㅤ - I was officially diagnosed with ADHD and I can finally get medication! Satellites, I hope I'll be at work tomorrow- I've been drowsy lately.ㅤJune 14th, 2024 ㅤ - I'm so many assignments behind..! Ahhh, some of my therapy sessions take place while I should be at my academy.. I feel bad I didn't plan better. Anyway! Still doing night shifts, trying to stay healthy and manage my spending as I prepare to do my EMDR therapy. I hope it isn't scary..! I'm also trying to finish commissions. I've also gotten more into the habit of watching streamers. Thanks Nate and Demon for keeping me company!ㅤ July 1st, 2024 ㅤ - This therapy is working really well. I'm trying my best to relax and work through things, doing my assignments and my commissions!

Time until next birthday.


    about

    • name : ukiyo/kyo/novella. (feel free to call me uki or kyo)

    • age : 20 years old.

    • birthday: february 21st. (pisces-aquarius cusp)

    • nationality: australian. (born and raised)

    • ethnicity: vietnamese, chinese, korean. (mostly viet)

    • pronouns : they/them, he/him, she/her. (see my noun preferences here)

    ㅤabout meㅤ I'm mostly called Uki, but some people call me Kiyo or Kyo! I've been drawing and singing ever since I learnt how to do them! I pick up a lot of different hobbies and try a lot of different things. If I had to describe myself it'd be.. oh dear, this is difficult; whimsical, melancholic, affectionate, self-sacrificing, kind-hearted, detached/distant, sentimental and patient!

    ㅤpridefullyㅤ I am genderfluid which means my gender isn't fixed. I might be a girl or boy, neither, or absolutely nothing or absolutely everything at the same time! Others might have different experiences with gender fluidity but that is how my gender is felt! Nothing changes about me and I often dress against gender norms. Days where I'm a boy won't stop me from wearing a cute puffy dress!When it comes to love, I'm pansexual/panromantic! I'm very blind to gender when it comes to romance and can find everyone so beautiful from their personality. I can find someone pretty, but it's through learning a person that I can come to appreciate their beauty in full. I would love anyone regardless of their gender.I'm on the ace/asexual spectrum. I'm not sure what term to call it so I use the term greysexual! Those kinds of things don't matter to me in a relationship, and I'm repulsed by it from trauma and superficial portrayals of the subject.I've loved/dated multiple people at the same time before, so I'm also polyamorous. polyamory is all about love and trust between multiple people! I have a big heart who could love multiple, but for now I am monogamous with my blue rose from his & my wishes!

    ㅤa little less pridefullyㅤ I have ADHD which makes me really blind to deadlines/time. I'm trying to get an official diagnosis and get help. Even if I write down or schedule things it's so hard to stick to them. I'm trying to find what works for me! On the flip side I think it's made me pick up many, many different hobbies since I can't sit still doing the same thing all the time!I have anxiety, which I think is hereditary like my ADHD. Previously I also had depression/melancholia and while I still experience melancholy very frequently; I've gotten much healthier! Those close to me also suspect I have OCD (as I have anxiety around cleaning/doing things a particular way/cannot do anything if my hands are dirty) but as I'm not sure I didn't want to list that I have it.I struggle with complex PTSD. Unfortunately due to a lot of events in my life (years of toxic relationships, neglect, bullying, abuse, ect.) I struggle to function like a normal human being and deny myself even classifying myself as a human. I opt to be called an alien instead & to myself I am not a human. I'm sorry if being this way concerns you and feel free to ignore me if I ramble on about it! I am working through it and getting healthier.Probably related to everything above, I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. The subjects of my daydreams are sometimes my characters or personas, and they're not always maladaptive! When I don't have anyone to rely on in a moment I will maladaptive daydream to cope.I have so much about myself that I'd like to share regarding my life, the button below will take you to that page if you're interesting in reading about my story/hardships there will be proper trigger warnings on the page. It'll show you how I got to where I am!

    Here are my flags for everything listed above! feel free to click them if you want to research on them more.

    FAVOURITE 
    food:wagyu beef, miso soup, ramen, pho, salt & pepper chicken
    drink:jasmine, oolong or green tea, hot chocolate
    hobby:helping others
    possession:my blue teaset, myself, my star projector nightlight
    time of day:early mornings or late nights

    likes


    • poetry/literature

    • my characters

    • art, every kind

    • lolita fashion

    • visual novels

    • singing/music

    • sunshine

    • friends/mutuals

    • bubbles

    • being in water

    • deeper meanings

    • butterflies

    • spiders

    dislikes


    • sensory issues

    • a lot of foods

    • superficiality

    • drama

    • mean people

    • transphobes

    • homophobes

    • racists

    • sexual things

    • art thieves

    • ai "art"

    • being unhygienic

    • life, sometimes

    01.

    goals

    Some little goals I have for myself! I want to draw my secondary persona's reference sheet. I want to create a part two to my primary persona's reference sheet. I want to finish my Toyhouse or at least give everyone a profile (even if small for the time being)! I want to save up money towards my future (my ADHD/mental health causing me to be unable to see the future made this difficult before). I want to get even healthier, I want to go take walks more often for my peace of mind! I want to clean out my room for the same reason! I want to prove I can live a happy life despite everything that's happened to me! I want to help others going through what I had gone through, and somehow educate others on how important learning about these issues are. I want to be a good person! I want to do all kinds of wonderful things for my friends and get closer to them!

    plans

    My plans that I'm most likely definitely going to do! I'm a bit short-sighted because of my ADHD and I live very carefree & day-to-day so this might seem a bit weird. I'm going to graduate from my art academy! I'm going to learn more about making video games (my academy teaches you how to make art specifically for video games). I'm going to set aside a bit of money every pay to commission artists with! I'm going to go eat delicious food whenever I go out (hopefully)! I'm going to make tea for myself! I'm going to finish my commissions! I'll do my assignments and pass (again hopefully)! I'm going to respond to all the lovely people on Twitter or that want to strike up a conversation with me in general! I'm going to make a Toyhouse tutorial, I also want to make Carrd templates one day! I'm going to make more assets for people to use!

    02.

    03.

    dreams

    My dreams for the future! I want to cosplay my personas or get an outfit I've designed made in real life! I want a plush, ball jointed doll or figurine of my personas (or all three)! I want to work for an indie game company or by myself and create my personas and characters in video game format! I want to try out Vocaloid and produce covers or my own original songs (I am already a lyricist/poet and I've been writing singable English lyrics to a lot of underrated songs I personally love)! I want to try out VTubing so I know how to make assets for others (but also because I want to become my personas, and have assets myself). I'd want to share all the underrated games I love! With however much recognition or fame I might have, I want to uplift others and not make anyone feel left out or lonely! I want to become a booth artist and make merchandise of all the underrated medias I love! (And my own characters!)


    trivia

    • I've spent over $3,500 USD on commissions for my original characters!

    • I learnt the flute and piano, though my hands are too small to reach an octave.

    • I'm known locally for blowing bubbles and wearing lolita.

    • I'm sometimes mistaken to have an American or British accent, but in actuality it should sound Australian!

    • My favourite dessert are macarons and anything chocolate!

    • I have around 100 original characters!

    • My personas & characters are a coping mechanism for trauma and loneliness, they are very dear to me.

    • I've been a Vocaloid fan since 2014! I also cover songs as a hobby, but I'm very shy to share!

    • Despite my personas and aesthetic, my favourite colour is purple.

    favourites


    books / manga / webtoons

    titleauthor
    run away with me, girlbattan
    princess & the dressmakerwang
    the magic fishle nguyen
    until i love myselfpesuyama
    galaxy, the prettiest startaylor
    school for good & evilchainami

    anime / movie / shows

    title
    puella madoka magica
    gravity falls
    my little pony
    steven universe
    spiderverse
    magia record

    music / singers

    producersartists/singers
    nilfruitsmili
    utsu-poktavia
    iyowaharuko/haru-p
    nostraightanswertakayan
    ghostmafumafu
    r.i.pdongdang

    track list

    • ㅤiyowaㅤㅤtake you to an alien.

    • ㅤmiliㅤㅤchildren of the city.

    • ㅤtakayanㅤㅤdepressed because.

    • ㅤharunoㅤㅤterminal centre.

    • ㅤnilfruitsㅤㅤfor dear life.

    • ㅤkashii moimiㅤㅤinsanity blue.

    • ㅤxitooㅤㅤgoodbye ufo.

    • ㅤmafumafuㅤㅤno trespassing.

    • ㅤ164ㅤㅤsleeping beauty.

    games

    titletitletitle
    cytus iiace attorneydeemo
    jack jeannei was a teenage exocolonisteven if tempest
    identity voverwatchffxiv
    13 sentinels aegis rimgnosiarune factory 4
    fire emblem fatesfire emblem three houseswill a wonderful world
    raincodefatal twelveai: the somnium files
    octopath travelertown of salemparanormasight
    raincodemiitopiatomodachi life
    ibmisaomad father

    lexicon


    I'm making up my own lexicon because I thought it'd be unique and fun! Here are the meanings behind them if you're unsure and I'll add more as I come up with them!

    phrase/wordmeaning
    oh my satellitesoh my goodness
    supernovasuper new/super cool
    galacticfantastic
    stellaramazing
    eclipseovercome/surpass
    see you cratersee you later
    black holeinsult
    spacetacularspectacular
    extraterrestrialextra

    mood



    "I've retold the same story so many times.. are you really okay with hearing it again?"


    intro


    "There's a lot about myself I want to say and share.. this is my page to do so! It'll be full of thoughts and will probably give insight to who I am. Don't feel pressured to read anything!"

    ㅤmy backgroundㅤ I'm a proud Vietnamese-Australian, with one parent being a refugee and the other being an adoptee from Vietnam to Australia. I think that my background is really unique, the adoptive side of my family is Australian and the other side is Vietnamese!Unlike the rest of my Vietnamese side of my family, I can't speak or read Vietnamese although my family did make efforts to teach me when I was younger. This is because of my adoptive parent, who also didn't grow up knowing or learning Vietnamese. I often feel far removed from my culture because of my background, so it's very heartwarming when fellow Vietnamese try to make me feel welcome. I've visited Vietnam a few times, and I really love it there!I'm a really melancholic person who's very sentimental.. one day, I came across a dying butterfly while walking to the bus stop. I named him Crysellia, he's a monarch butterfly. I remember he died in my hands. That day.. I kept him safe in my glasses case until I went home and emptied a pot I kept jewelry in, I filled it with rose petals and made it his coffin.I'd say I'm someone who's very lonely. I have always felt different in ways I couldn't describe, and I often think there must be a reason I was a target of other's disdain. I was unfortunately bullied and abused for a lot of my life! But the worst part of it all was it was by people I love (I come to love others very easily). Deep down, I'm honestly shy when it comes to others- is what I'm saying going to annoy them? Not add to the conversation? Is there any point talking at all..? I'm so afraid of others that I even put this tab in it's own little hidden corner on my website after all, haha!But I think it's lovely, to let yourself be vulnerable and sentimental.. when others take advantage of you when you're trying to help them; it's not your fault that you wanted to help. It's their fault for using you. I know, it's really unfair.. and a lot of things in my life tell me I should quit being so kind. But I suppose I'm just a bit stubborn with keeping my heart open. I don't want my experiences to make me give up on others! If anything, I want to prove one day that kindness is the right choice.


    persona

    WARNING, BEFORE YOU CONTINUE :
    This section will touch on potentially triggering topics such as physical & emotional abuse. Stay safe, be considerate of your own health!

    "I survived, so please treasure me and never let me go."


    ㅤtrue reflectionㅤ My name is "Ukiyo", it means to live carefree; because after what happened me, I found that I cannot afford to live any other way. My nickname "Kyo" too has a meaning— it means capital, because I so desperate desire to be the capital of my own life. My pen name "Novella" also means short story, not only from my small stature but also because I believed I wouldn't live long enough to see my life become a novel.I'm an emotional, physical and sexual abuse survivor; a victim of never giving up on the those I loved and tearing myself to shreds for the sake of their own happiness— starting at the age of 12 years old and ending in the current age this is being written, at 20.During my abuse, I created my persona to become my "blue rose", a person who understands me completely. A voice of reason within me who could tell me I was hurt when I was hurting, to question the actions of others where I could not and to tell me I am strong even in silence or obedience.Gradually, I learnt that I am my own blue rose, that I am my persona. All along, it was myself helping me through the melancholia, the anxiety and the abuse— and from this observation, it proves deep down no matter how I forget; I truly do love myself and think I deserve kindness as much as any other human does.

    I'll probably never know the true reason why it happened to me; but I wound up believing I was born as a magnet for misery. That I hurt every person I touched, and that it was my fault because I existed. So I locked myself away, fearing that if I got close to other humans that I may hurt them.I thought that being abused was my task on Earth. Of course— this was just something I gaslighted myself into believing so that my pain would be more bearable. That it'd all be worth it once I died after a life of servitude, because I would be able to go to heaven where no one could be hurt by me again and the angels could finally acknowledge how hard I fought for them to be happy.

    I've always felt like an alien, it's a combination of the trauma I've endured and the fact I have ADHD. (Maybe also the fact I'm racially different from those around me.)My characters have been my friends where humans have failed me, but I also imbue them with parts of myself or the feelings I've felt. That way, when someone connects with one of my characters.. it can be like they are connecting to a part of me.To give me proof I'm not actually alone in this world, that I may not be an entirely different species; that I could be a wonderful human deserving of love like how I think everyone else is; it's an unlikely, different way of connection.

    Abuse is really frightening, scary and tough to go through. I really loved the people who abused or harassed me. I always tried to see the best in them. I thought I was of use if they could vent their anger or frustrations out on me— even if I did nothing wrong..It was so difficult to escape because I had no one; when I tried to speak about my issues they weren't taken seriously enough. I kept getting abused and harassed behind closed doors that it reaffirmed within me that I deserved to be hurt. My family and friends who genuinely loved me didn't know.. and still, they didn't take it seriously. It allowed the abuse to fester and become worse.. until finally they deemed it serious enough to care.It's no wonder I feel mouthless, anyone would if it felt like every word you spoke held no weight.


    "I'm not weak for being sensitive."


    ㅤsymbolismㅤ There are many symbolisms in my persona that relate to my struggle. I made my persona mouthless to represent my own silence and the fear of speaking up, of how I suffered quietly.The spikes on their shoulders are supposed to allude to a rose's thorns, keeping others at a distance in fear I might hurt them. Then they grow into black wings, like those of a crow or raven thought to symbolise bad luck like how I thought I caused misfortune.My persona's initial colour palette being black and blue was not only to symbolise melancholy, but also the colour of bruises.


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    laws


    do not


    • sexualise any of my characters

    • steal/copy any of my characters

    • offer on characters who are forever homed

    • take large inspiration from my characters

    • draw my characters with gore (blood okay)

    • force characters upon me (ask first)

    • dictate how i write my world/characters

    • race swap my characters

    can do


    • draw my characters

    • draw my characters with your characters

    • talk to me about my characters

    • take small inspiration from my characters

    • draw my characters in other outfits

    • your characters friends with mine (ask first)

    • give me suggestions/headcanons

    • draw alternate universe versions of them

    SOME THINGS TO NOTE :
    Race swapping in this case would be changing the hues of their hair and eyes (but PLEASE also don't change their skin tone too). In my world their race is correlated to their hair colour, eye colour and colour of their blood. Out of respect for their world please do not change these features on my characters. Please do not sexualise my characters because as they are extensions of me, it would be similar to sexualising me. Since all my characters mean a lot to me I consider things such as theft of my characters more extremely than others too. Thank you for respecting my characters! If you are unsure of something feel free to ask me. If you want to learn more about my characters feel free to check out my Toyhouse!
    As I finish more profiles on Toyhouse I will link them to the respective character here, many are currently being worked on in private. There's also plans to give my two personas blogs.
    You can find more about my characters by searching #UkiCharacterIntros, #UkiCharacterStories or #UkiCharacterFacts on Twitter. They're a little sporadic!

    personas

    ㅤabout my personasㅤ My personas represent me! I have three in total, one being Novella who is the goddess of my entire world. They are a shapeshifter who must retain a disguise to get close to the world, causing them to usually look like an amalgamation of different original characters. They are unable to enter the world as it rejects them; sensing that they do not belong. This means they need to send their butterfly companions Crysellia and Shion to monitor the world for them instead! I would write about Novella, but you were reading about them on the home page this entire time. They wish vehemently to become one with their own world.

    All my personas share my stature at 147cm/4'10" and birthday February 21st! My other two personas that I'm most known for are Uki and Kyo! They resemble different parts of me, but together form a complete me. They are very protective of eachother and have a relationship like that of siblings. The truth is that one is a clone of the other, but they both came out imperfect. Pitying their beloved creations, the goddess sealed the two abilities they used to create the universe within them; the power of time and space. The goddess wished to live in this world through them and watches them with much care through the eyes of their butterflies.

    UKIYO

    my night, my melancholy

    alienated blue, the vast world he lives; art is her lifeforce, and melancholy, their gift. hair flows like the waves, a dress that drifts like the ocean; eyes always speaking and yet no sound ever spoken.

    Gladioli, butterfly milkweed, blue rose and baby’s breath.

    "The stars told me it would not be so easy.. that is precisely why
    I will be the one to prove them wrong."

    Ukiyo is my beloved primary persona, they're the times I can't sleep at night and listen to music. The times I don't know what to say to others, when I feel all alone. They are my alienation and impossible love! They are the calm I feel from the sound of rain against my roof, and times I lay beneath the stars.

    ㅤname:ㅤUkiyo Mai Yon
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤThey/He/She
    ㅤgender:ㅤGenderfluid & Intersex
    ㅤorientation:ㅤPanromantic & Ace
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINFP
    ㅤalignment:ㅤTrue Neutral

    They'll never love me for who I truly am;
    And though that may bring me grief-
    It grants an even sweeter allure,
    Finding who would look beneath.
    Would you look my way and see this alien,
    Who could love but could not speak?
    Will you help me on this journey chasing;
    That blue rose I desperately try to reach?

    Ukiyo is the dethroned heir of a planet called Nepulatune. After being born without a mouth and being seen as a blight upon the royal family, they were abandoned in an unknown galaxy. Despite the hardships of being mute and alienated, Ukiyo tries their very best to express themselves in all ways possible; trying to do this through art, appearance and literature.After living a solitary and depressing life, they were saved by a girl with light blue hair- only to find even among their own kind, they were different. As that girl passed away in her arms; they made one wish to redo their life and be her protector from the harsh truth- as that girl was her one and only true family in this entire world; she was the only one left to accept her. Her name was Aura, but she soon started to call herself Kyo.

    TRIVIA

    • Uki is mouthless under their mask and they were born that way.

    • They are unable to eat, and drink through their fingertips.

    • Uki changes appearances often because of their gender identity.

    • Uki has the power to manipulate space.

    • They seem to be committed to their best friend Zephyr!

    • They live on a moonbase on Yon, the largest moon of their planet.

    • Uki sleeps with a nightlight and loves swimming & drawing!

    • Uki is always curious about other people, especially if they are not like themselves.

    KYO

    my day, my innocence

    radiate; bright, the girl holds a plight, with each step as light as clouds. with a fate that seems to test all her might; eyes that reflect the blueness of the sky, a tea party for one so ever devout.

    Delphinium, white rose, hoa mai and jasmine.

    "I never knew that the sun was so beautiful, it's like
    the entire sky is smiling upon me!"

    Kyo is my doted on secondary persona, they are the times I run around affectionately hugging my friends. The times where I ramble on about my interests, the times I feel safe and welcome. She is my love for everyone and my innocence! The warm feelings that I have when I'm basking in the sunshine.

    I braved the beautiful unknown storm,
    So that I could finally smile.
    I remember the days when it was forlorn,
    So I've made it part of my style.
    I'm so unsure, for what reason was I born;
    For love that was never directed at me.
    Could I too be so innocently adored;
    Would you let me be part of your family?

    name:ㅤKyo Mai Yon
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Her
    ㅤgender:ㅤAgender
    ㅤorientation:ㅤBisexual & Demi
    ㅤmbti:ㅤENFP
    ㅤalignment:ㅤNeutral Good

    Starting as an orphan abandoned on the gates of the castle, Kyo is a guardian from Nepulatune. Growing up with no family, she became obsessed with finding the truth of her origins- one day finding she could traverse through time. She used her one wish to meet her true family, stepping through a portal to a person with bright blue hair.She brought them back to their rightful home, yet something doesn't feel quite right.. this same person was there throughout her entire childhood in the castle, so how did any of this ever happen? Growing up alongside her mysterious friend Ukiyo, Kyo is kind and bubbly; making anyone feel welcome

    TRIVIA

    • My nickname for Kyo is "Kyoshine" because she is my sunshine!

    • She was designed by Som based off of Ukiyo's design.

    • She is in a relationship with her girlfriend Cherry.

    • Kyo has the power to manipulate time.

    • She lives in a treehouse surrounded by colourful flowers.

    • She loves to play with bubbles and host tea parties!

    • Ever since a young age, she has wanted to see the sun because her home planet is not reached by the sun and has no day.

    universe


    quiscenida

    the goddess's respite

    NEPULATUNE

    the planet of art

    Nepulatune is governed by art, with the belief that immortality can be achieved through art you create. These incude any forms of art, such as visual art, song, dance, acting, sculpting, crafting or creative writing. Nepulatunians are known as spiritual and dreamy. This planet barely ever sees the light of the sun, most never seeing it in their lifetime- the sun is almost like a legend, and can only be cast upon the planet by great magic. The planet is bathed in endless moonlight!

    ULTRAINEXUS

    the planet of dreams

    Ultrainexus is a planet that knows no limitations, constantly innovating. It's a planet known for liberation and revolution. The planet's beliefs include having your imagination and dreams be your guide and only limits. Ultrainians are known to be intuitive, best following their gut feeling! It often rains on this planet, and before some rain hits the surface it turns into purple mist and fog. There is a strange magical feel about the mist that envelopes the planet.

    VALEN

    the planet of love

    Valen is a planet known for love and friendship, many on this planet value taste and finding what makes one happy. Their belief is that finding and indulging in the things you love is of utmost importance to having a fulfilling life. They value beauty, aesthetics and living lavishly in abundance of material possessions. It always feels like spring on this planet, with flowers in constant bloom all year round. The planet is very clean and pretty, with beauty found everywhere.

    MERA

    the planet of passion

    Work in progress!

    JUBITTER

    the planet of honour

    Work in progress!

    SAFERN

    the planet of limitations

    Work in progress!

    mercurious

    the planet of communication

    Work in progress!

    plumeto

    the planet of life & death

    Work in progress!

    moons

    scattered throughout

    Work in progress!

    characters


    directory

    amorette

    my love

    ㅤname:ㅤAmorette Mori Archambeau
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/They
    ㅤgender:ㅤDemigirlflux
    ㅤorientation:ㅤAmor/Omnisexual
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINTJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤChaotic Neutral

    TRIVIA

    • They were designed by Pandora.

    • Amorette is undead with her lifeforce being strong magic made of love.

    • She's a foodie and a big bookworm!

    • Everyone mistakes her for an extravert at first.

    • She isn't that interested in wearing dresses.

    antonie

    my life's importance

    TRIVIA

    • He was designed by Luu (deactivated account).

    • The magic Amorette is living off is his love.

    • He has a missing wing because it was torn off in the afterlife.

    • He loves bird-watching and writing poetry.

    • He loves wearing dresses.

    • Only son in a family with many sisters.

    ㅤname:ㅤAntonie Viv van Lebensclair
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤHe/Him
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Boy
    ㅤorientation:ㅤUnisexual
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINFP
    ㅤalignment:ㅤNeutral Evil

    ADELAIDE

    my responsibility

    ㅤname:ㅤAdelaide Viv van Lebensclair
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Her
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Girl
    ㅤorientation:ㅤQuestioning
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINTJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Good

    TRIVIA

    • They were designed by Chess.

    • She sculpts as a hobby.

    • Animals are strangely drawn to her, so she is always surrounded by them.

    • She is Antonie's oldest sister.

    • Fell in battle, hence she is an angel.

    zephyr

    my soulmate

    TRIVIA

    • He was designed by Zail.

    • He is almost completely deaf.

    • He is always seen reading, no matter what, no matter where, he brings reading material with him.

    • Has prominent bags under his eyes even though he sleeps well.

    • He lives right by the ocean.

    • Loves tea, hates coffee with a passion.

    ㅤname:ㅤZephyr Levin Voltaire
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤHe/Him
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Boy
    ㅤorientation:ㅤStraight Spadillic
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINFJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Neutral

    cherry

    my comfort

    ㅤname:ㅤCherry Cecilia Dulcibella
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Her
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Girl
    ㅤorientation:ㅤLesbian
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINFJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Neutral

    TRIVIA

    • They were designed by Som.

    • She works at her family owned café-bakery as a baker.

    • Everyone in her family is named a flavour starting with C.

    • She really loves to sing when no one is listening!

    • She loves coffee, her usual is milk with 2 sugars. But she hates black coffee.

    caramel

    my youth

    TRIVIA

    • She was designed by Dana.

    • They work selling boba tea and their hand-made stickers at the family café-bakery.

    • She's Cherry's cousin, the two were raised like siblings.

    • Is known to have a good aesthetic eye among friends.

    • Obsessed with cats.

    ㅤname:ㅤCaramel Lin-Dulcibella
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/They/He
    ㅤgender:ㅤAgender
    ㅤorientation:ㅤAroace
    ㅤmbti:ㅤENFP
    ㅤalignment:ㅤNeutral Good

    chamomile

    my work

    ㅤname:ㅤChamomile Calliope Dulcibella
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Her
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Girl
    ㅤorientation:ㅤBisexual
    ㅤmbti:ㅤESFJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Neutral

    TRIVIA

    • They were designed by Ame.

    • She worked as a primary school teacher and a baker.

    • Caramel's mother and Cinnamon's twin sister.

    • Some of her hobbies are playing the piano and singing.

    • Was a cancer survivor, but it sadly got the better of her in the end.

    cinnamon

    my family

    TRIVIA

    • He was designed by Toby.

    • Not as good with baking, but very good at foraging and checking quality of stock.

    • Cherry's father and Chamomile's twin brother.

    • Was a boy scout when he was younger, still boasts about it to this day.

    • Loves his family more than anything.

    ㅤname:ㅤCinnamon Cyrus Dulcibella
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤHe/Him
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Male
    ㅤorientation:ㅤPansexual
    ㅤmbti:ㅤISFJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Good

    coffee

    my independence

    ㅤname:ㅤCoffee Cream Dulcibella
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤThey/Them
    ㅤgender:ㅤNon-Binary
    ㅤorientation:ㅤPoly Omnisexual
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINTJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤTrue Neutral

    TRIVIA

    • They were designed by Lime.

    • Chamomile and Cinnamon's parent.

    • Lives up to their name, can brew amazing cups of coffee.

    • Loves going clothes/accessory shopping. (The reason their entire family stays fashionable.)

    • They chose their own middle name.

    • A hopeless romantic.

    selene

    my freedom

    TRIVIA

    • She was designed by Rosey (deactivated account).

    • Owns a store where she sells plants and flowers found from all kinds of different planets.

    • Doesn't like bright lights and isn't a morning person.

    • Likes to collect jewellery and cute stickers.

    • An astronomy nerd.

    ㅤname:ㅤSelene Adelpha Vigil
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Them
    ㅤgender:ㅤNon-Binary
    ㅤorientation:ㅤQuestioning
    ㅤmbti:ㅤENFJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤNeutral Good

    diantha

    my sensitivity

    ㅤname:ㅤDiantha Clement Aster
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Her
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Girl
    ㅤorientation:ㅤLesbian
    ㅤmbti:ㅤINFP
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Neutral

    TRIVIA

    • She were designed by Tabun.

    • Works with Selene at her shop.

    • She gives plants names and cries when they wilt/die.

    • She has a pink daisy called Bob she carries around everywhere and she considers it a friend.

    • She goes to ballet classes.

    • She's afraid of strangers.

    penelope

    my whimsy

    TRIVIA

    • She was designed by Rinri.

    • One of her hobbies is embroidery!

    • She is extremely sheltered.

    • She's self-conscious about the natural white strand in her hair.

    • She's often found gazing out her balcony, waiting for her little brother to come home.

    ㅤname:ㅤPenelope Somnifern Regalia
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤShe/Her
    ㅤgender:ㅤCisgender Girl
    ㅤorientation:ㅤStraight & Demi
    ㅤmbti:ㅤENFJ
    ㅤalignment:ㅤLawful Good (Evil?)

    peregrine

    my rebellion

    ㅤname:ㅤPeregrine Amethyst Regalia
    ㅤpronouns:ㅤHe/Him & Xe/Xem
    ㅤgender:ㅤAeregender
    ㅤorientation:ㅤVincian/Gay
    ㅤmbti:ㅤENTP
    ㅤalignment:ㅤChaotic Good

    TRIVIA

    • Xe were designed by Mira.

    • He's Penelope's runaway brother.

    • He has another name, "Pier Josephine" to hide his identity.

    • Xe is a thief who gives to the impoverished.

    • He has a good sense of fashion.

    • He loves playing chess.

    Many more characters to be added. To see them all visit my Toyhouse!


    random

    Amorette & Antonie's story and relationship.

    stories


    kyo's wish

    cast: ukiyo, kyo

    “You can wish for anything.” She had written on a hologram that flew freely over to the bubbly girl, looking out in awe. Here at the Wishing Garden, one wish is granted to the goddess’s chosen creations. Today visited two girls with blue hair. “Uki, are you going to make a wish?” The girl with lighter hair bobbed up and down excitedly.But the other girl simply shook her head, a solemn look in her eyes. The bright girl put a finger to her lip, motioning she was thinking. “I think I know what I’ll wish for..!” The dark-haired girl cocked her head to the side as to ask what it was. Her starry space eyes glittered in the fog.“You’ll find out!” The girl with cloudy eyes softly smiled. Though there was no mouth to communicate, the mute girl’s thoughts ran. The two seemed connected psychically, as even though she couldn’t speak, her friend always understood her.“Perhaps she’d wish for a life supply of tea.” She quietly pondered. “Or to know her true family..” She dismayed; trying to lock the floodgate of terrible memories. A lady with a pink streak motioned the lively girl to follow her. She watched her friend skip closer to the centre of the garden, knowing she could not follow. Silently bowing her head, she hoped her lively counterpart would make a wonderful wish.The goddess would meet with her now. Seconds passed, then minutes; all spent gazing at faint stars and lavender. “She doesn’t remember me, or us.” She thought while standing there. “But it’s still like we’re family, and I couldn’t be happier..” Suddenly, a light.The tear-drop aquadorite on her neck started to glow, a magical whirl of golden glitter and butterflies took hold of her; finally fluttering away revealed she was in the centre of the garden with her friend. An apparition of the goddess appeared, too foggy to see. But faintly, the goddess could be heard.“It is granted.” The illusion around them dissipated. The girl stepped closer to her friend, petite hands lifting the sides of her dress. “Kyo, what did you wish for?” Her eyes puzzled, head tilted. “Uki- you’re talking!”“I.. I am..?” She touched the mask on her face, but felt no form of lips against her fingers. “But I don’t..” Her attention turned to her neck, the gemstone glowing with each word she spoke. “I knew your voice would be pretty, but it’s prettier than I thought!”The girl’s eyes smiled, then cried. Out of anything to wish for, she wished for a voice for her- she’s wanted one her whole life. She pulled her into a close hug. “I love you Kyo..! I can finally say it! Thank you so, so much. Oh.. there’s so much I want to say..” The tears trickled down her cheeks, staining her mask.“You’ll have the whole rest of your life to speak! Don’t worry about it!” She smiled beautifully, a smile that gestured she would’ve wished for nothing else. The masked girl simply kept crying. “I love you too Uki!” She hugged her back even tighter, stroking her hair.“Although she doesn’t remember,” the masked girl thought. “What matters is that we’re together, together living in this life.”“That’s worth more than any truth; that is my greatest wish.”

    More stories to be added!


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    terms


    process

    I take my commissions through my VGen, which you can click here to go to. You can also check the status of my commissions on VGen (whether they are open or closed).

    rights

    All artworks have personal use, and can be used by the commissioner on social platforms or shared with credit. Commercial use depends on the commission, please check on VGen.

    payment

    Payment is through VGen which means with PayPal or credit card. If there should be any problems with VGen payment can be done through Ko-fi.

    editing

    Artworks can have minor edits, such as cropping or filters for colour changes. If there is a mistake on the artwork, please reach out and I will fix it for you.

    i do not draw

    • NSFW/FETISH

    • MECHA

    • FERAL/FURRY (i wish i knew how to draw it, sorry)

    • IN A DIFFERENT ART STYLE

    I am weak at drawing elderly characters, characters with muscular builds, pants, shoes and complex poses.

    i do draw

    • ORIGINAL/CANON CHARACTERS

    • LGBTQIA+

    • ANY GENDER

    • IN MY ART STYLE

    I excel at drawing dresses, ribbons, detailed eyes, in vibrant colours, details in general (no wonder I'm a slow artist).


    gallery

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    character reference sheet

    typeprice
    not open yetundertermined

    This reference sheet I made for my character is my magnum opus at the moment. I need more practice before ever considering opening commissions for it!

    bust-up

    typeprice
    not open yetundertermined

    These are all old references! I must practice them more and create updated examples if I ever were to open them.

    webcore portrait

    typeprice
    base price$35 usd
    animation+ $7 usd
    mini windows+ $2-5 usd

    With my commissions I'm most known for my webcore portraits! They are done in a YCH style and can be animated with window/props on the side!

    pixel chibi icon

    typeprice
    base price$12 usd
    animation+ $3 usd

    My cute little pixel chibi icons! They're ideal if you want a cheap animated profile photo for sites/places that allow that! These were one of the first things I drew in pixel art!

    pixel chibi sprite

    typeprice
    base price$7 usd
    animation+ $2 usd

    I'm stuck in art block with these (putting so many small design details into pixel art isn't always easy) but I still find joy in them! I hope to find another chibi style in the future as well though!

    pixel item sprite

    typeprice
    not open yetundertermined

    These are sprites I made while trying to imagine what would be in my main personas inventory! I haven't opened commissions for them yet!

    logo/watermark design

    typeprice
    base price$30 usd
    complexity+ $5-15 usd

    Another thing I'm in art block with since I'm not confident in my abilities to draw them! I'm very happy with the ones I've made thus far though!


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    questions


    directory

    ㅤQ1.ㅤ is it okay to tag you in my work to bump it?

    Yes, as long as it's safe for work and isn't suggestive in nature. I'd gladly retweet or bump it. We also don't have to be mutuals but if you're not following me I most likely won't bump or retweet it. I can help retweet your posts when you open commissions or important tweets too such as ones trying to spread awareness about an art scammer or thief. I've conducted research on matters concerning both and can also help you compose a thread for them if you're not sure where to start. If you wanted me to post about something that requires more awareness please feel free to message me too as I want to use my platform for good.

    ㅤQ2.ㅤ how do you write your original characters, any tips?

    I always start with the design of the character as character designs can make use of "show don't tell". From communicating simple things like this character is wearing a crown, they must be royalty to more complex things like this character's eyes arch outwards to give them a wide-eyed look, they must be extraverted or a curious/excited person. There is also a rule I follow where a character with a symmetrical design would be more ordered and polite than one with an asymmetrical design, who'd be more out there and unruly; but many things in design can be up for interpretation or make use of symbolism or metaphor. For example, my persona Ukiyo's mouthlessness can be interpreted in many different ways; from fear of speaking/mutism to fear of showing others your true self (with how they hide their mouthlessness with a mask).One thing a lot of writers are concerned about are falling into clichés; but clichés aren't bad to use. It's your execution of an idea that can make it good, and clichés also leave much room to subvert expectations. (Such as making it seem like you're going to use one, but it's been flipped entirely.) Character design can communicate a lot and you can draw from it as the designer of the character or if they were an adoptable you obtained. For example, my character Amorette is meant to represent death but her personality is lively, she loves life; while Antonie who is meant to represent life has a deathly, depressing personality.When it comes to characters I always ask questions I would ask a real person since characters are meant to mimic people. What is your family like, do you get along with them? Do you work a job, how are you financially, what are your hobbies and interests? Where are you from, where do you live, who are your friends? What was your upbringing like, what shaped you to be how you are now? How do you see yourself and how to others see you?I actually made a thread on Twitter full of questions you could ask to build your original character(s) here!

    ㅤQ3.ㅤ how did you design your persona?

    How did I design my main persona? I get that question a lot because many people find it hard to settle on a design for their persona. My best advice to you is that you can always have multiple personas & update their designs if you can't stick to one and that it may be best to use your favourite aesthetics. If you can't settle on something, you could always make it so your character has different forms or outfits at once! When it comes to characters there's barely any limits.I'm not sure if it would help give you some insight, but here is how I initially started writing & desgining my persona. Ukiyo has always been an alien due to my trauma. They don't fit in as they are, much like me. It's one of the toughest struggles in my life so therefore it's part of my persona. So that's why I decided on them being mouthless- Ukiyo doesn't fit in because of their mutation and also finds it hard to communicate to others just like me. Ukiyo also started out as a witch because I loved magic, and I still show my love of magic on Ukiyo's design by the pentagram on their torso.I ditched the witch aesthetic and went for a more royal one as I was struggling with my self-importance. My persona's design taking this direction was me realising that I should be kinder to myself. The black wings on Ukiyo's design is supposed to remind one of bad luck, and the thorns/black spikes are supposed to represent the fear of getting close to others afraid that I may hurt them or be a bad omen. Ukiyo's dress in it's entirety is meant to represent my complexity as a person.The take away is, thread bits of yourself into your persona's design. Perhaps even let yourself make statements through those aspects. They don't have to be detailed like mine (I'm just a detailed & complex sort of person), let them reflect anything you want them to. Whether that be a mood, a phrase, personality traits you have or that you wish you had; your good or your bad side, or both. Your persona doesn't have to be your most loved character too, they don't even need to be the same gender, species or have the same appearance as you. It's what you want to be represented by.I started a character encyclopedia here that will go more in depth on my thought processes behind writing my characters, including how I wrote and designed my persona to suit me.

    ㅤQ4.ㅤ are you a vtuber?

    Short answer, no, I'm not. But I aspire to become one and have assets such as a VTuber model in the works. I hope you may still accept me even if I'm not a VTuber or streamer. I will definitely support VTuber mutuals though! If I do start streaming it most will likely be a hobby that I will do for fun. I love the concept of becoming your persona/character (I already do it without needing to be a VTuber) and as someone going into a game industry I would love to stream games that deserve more recognition. I would also love to foster a loving, supportive community but I know I can do that without being a streamer!Since I am studying I do not have the free time to pursue streaming in 2024, but perhaps in 2025 I will! I think that being a VTuber that's also a writer and worldbuilder of original characters would be an interesting concept. I'm a bit introverted and it'd be a good opportunity to meet new people as well, but if I ever did start streaming I most definitely wouldn't want to leave the mutuals and friends I've already made behind. No one should feel inclined to check my streams out whenever they do happen! Since this is a future possibility my Twitch is linked at the top of this Carrd.

    ㅤQ5.ㅤ what coders would you recommend on toyhouse?

    I have a favourite folder on Toyhouse with codes I'd recommend checking out right here! I would definitely recommend vicodes if you're looking for detailed codes that come with CSS! Most of his codes are pay to use though!If you need any help with Toyhouse feel free to message me, I know basic coding and can even edit profiles slightly if they need adjusting!

    ㅤQ6.ㅤ don't i know you from somewhere?

    During my early days on Twitter I was around the RHTC (Royale High) Twitter community. I've since left as I had a very toxic relationship with the game keeping up with every event and collecting every item, and blame it partially for my RSI (repetitive strain injury). I do however have some assets that still remain in the game. Not only that but I've grown out of Roblox and do not want to support Roblox & the community surrounding it as a whole. I believe it's full of exploitative practices and as someone going into the game industry I rather not encourage it. If you're more interested about the subject, there's a video on it here. I also won't interact with any posts related to Roblox since I do not want to support it, including art posts that seek in-game currency. (I also avoid commissioning others with in-game currency as I believe artists deserve money for their work.)

    ㅤQ7.ㅤ why are you following so many people?

    I simply don't want anyone to feel left out! I've felt an awkward air between me and people who don't follow me back.. but if I'm following someone problematic please do let me know! I'm following a lot of people so it's difficult for me to know or check when this occurs. I also want to make lots of friends rather than fans! I'd take friends over fans any day, and desire a stronger connection to others than just.. someone being a fan of me.I love following others because it might give them a sense of security around me and make them less scared of me (I've had others say because of the size of my account and how I type, I seem intimidating at first). I don't think I'm actually that intimidating at all though and want others to feel safe around me! It's also why you wouldn't really catch me using profanity..

    ㅤQ8.ㅤ will you commission me/promote me?

    I don't commission anyone who just asks me to commission them! I have a (private) list of artists I'd like to commission one day and like to spend my money how I'd like. Of course you can recommend yourself, but if you're only around me to try earn my money or business I suggest you look elsewhere as I'd rather be seen as a human than just a customer. I'd like to be around people who are genuinely interested in me and my own creations as well! I am my own person who needs to spend money on necessities. I can help spread awareness of your commissions being open by retweeting, but obviously I can't just commission anyone and everyone.


    character q&a

    Work in progress! If you have any questions to ask towards me or my characters feel free to ask through Twitter and I may add the answers here.


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    BEFORE WE CONTINUE :
    As I ramble on about my favourite medias and characters there may be some spoilers! Please be wary! This is where I talk about how much I love the things I'm interested in!
    Tab will be updated with games and more things too, I'll be visiting this place in my free time to add more!

    comforts


    chihiro

    from the game danganronpa: trigger happy havoc.

    Chihiro Fujisaki is a big comfort character of mine! He has the same weight, same height and same zodiac sign as me which is really cool! Not just that, but he's a boy who wears dresses/skirts just like me! I love how his character arc is about him finding how to be comfortable just the way he is. I see him as a strong character! Also I love programming, I used to help my own father with building PCs so that's another cool connection!

    ren

    from the game magia record.

    I have a cosplay of Ren Isuzu, she is an underrated side character I related greatly to in Magia Record. Sadly Magia Record was taken off the English market (I can't play it anymore), but she impacted me as a character! Her magical girl wish was to continue living after jumping off a building. She was done with watching others fighting, but after making friends she finds her place in the world begins to love life. She loves sunshine and canonically makes all her friends homemade chocolates on Valentines! She's honestly so sweet and I'd protect her with my life.

    makoto

    from the game raincode.

    Makoto Kagutsuchi is a good person, his character arc is him wanting to protect an entire group of people who were doomed- even if it meant performing villainous acts to get there. I love his manner of speaking and his personality as it reminds me of myself! He's a bit mischievous, but very just and speaks with a refined flair. I also think his masks and long hair are very cool looking! And he's yet another short man I relate to, he's 150cm. Did I mention purple in my favourite colour? His suit is a pretty purple.

    linhardt

    from the game fire emblem three houses.

    I suppose you could say he stole my.. lin-HEART. I love Linhardt von Hevring! He's studious and takes plenty of naps, as well as fishes (which is usually my favourite mechanic in any game.. usually). He is a lover of freedom and a bit of a pacifist just like me, who often goes interest to interest just like me too! He even falls asleep when something disinterests him enough just like me. I also love his design so much.. if you couldn't tell at this point.. I really love men with long hair in character designs.

    azura

    from the game fire emblem fates.

    Fire Emblem Fates was one of the first video games that resonated with me. Azura absolutely enchanted me as a character, her dancing, her story and how mysterious she was captured me. Fire Emblem Fates inspired me so much to write and build my own characters, hence when I first made my persona I named her Azura as well. The cutscenes for this game were way ahead of their time for being on a 3DS. I played every single route and had every single DLC; Azura was at the centre of the entire story. Also Azura should've been the DLC emblem in Engage, not Camilla.

    vishnal

    from the game rune factory 4.

    Rune Factory 4 was another game from my childhood. Vishnal was there to say good morning to me everytime my player character woke up and he called me a princess. He's so sweet and silly, he's not the best chef (he's so horrible at cooking you'd think he's trying to poison you) but would try cook for you anyways. I just really love butlers too.. he's so sweet when you romance him, he'd defy everything he dreamt of doing just to simply be with you. He deserves all good things in life, I love you Vishnal. I'm sorry that I'm dating every other boy in the game at the same time (and it'd be every girl too if it let me). I swear that you're my canon end.

    shirota

    from the game jack jeanne.

    Shirota Mitsuki has such a beautiful singing voice.. he's not the best at showing how he loves his friends, but it's completely obvious that he does. His outfits during the game are beautiful, as he often takes female roles or leads in the stage plays in the game. He connected with me as a singer myself, and the interactions he has with the player character are so wholesome. In the game he realises the protagonist is in fact a girl (hiding in an boys-only acting school) but takes it upon himself to play an even more convincing women to hide her secret on stage.


    books

    the magic fish

    by trung le nguyen

    This book by Trung Le Nguyen resonated so heavily with me as an Australian Vietnamese. The author himself is an American Vietnamese with parents who were refugees. The book is about a boy trying to teach his mother English through fairytales and trying to communicate through them him coming out. Each fairytale felt magical to read, I never knew there was a Vietnamese version of Cinderella before reading this book.The visuals were all made by Trung Le Nguyen himself and they're stunning. What impressed me the most was connecting the story of The Little Mermaid to the struggles many Vietnamese have faced- leaving their country to a whole new, more ideal world at the cost of being unable to communicate to anyone because of the language barrier.

    the prince and the dressmaker

    by jen wang

    This book brought me to tears, it follows a genderqueer prince who loves to dress up with wigs, make-up and dresses- all the while playing the perfect prince with his family. The dressmaker is the only one who knows his true self and supports him, making his beautiful outfits. This book by Jen Wang is all about self-acceptance.I love how happy the prince is when he gets to be himself, and the flourishing friendship between him and the dressmaker. He defies everything and shows his true identity to the entire world, and becomes accepted for it. I related to it as another genderqueer person who loves to dress up. This book has made me insurmountably happy.

    galaxy: the prettiest star

    by jadzia axelrod

    With an alien as the main character I resonated with this one a lot. It follows an alien who is one of the last remaining of her species, to protect her identity she must masquerade as a human boy on Earth and go to high school- yes, even hiding her gender. This entire book is about self-acceptance and loving ones true self.It has such bright and fun visuals. I love how the character as a teenage boy was so accepted in society, even being lead of the highschool basketball team. When she comes out as herself, it's not shown as easy at all. She gets rejected, looked down upon and even her closest friend leaves her. But she finds a girl who accepts her just as she is who loves her; even if she is an alien, even if she is a girl and even if she is queer.


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    beloveds


    Zephyr

    spirity, my blue rose

    thank you

    my best friend

    Harper

    please commission

    her i'm being serious

    do it now or else

    Phie

    extremely sweet

    makes me smile a lot

    amazing characters

    Mia

    a lovely person

    with beautiful art

    and much comfort

    AJ

    precious silly

    your happiness

    makes me happy

    Grav

    you're so cool

    i'm here for you

    let's talk about ocs

    If you wonder why you're not here it's just me being unsure if you'd want to be on here/or if you'd consider me a friend!


    donations

    THANK YOU!
    Thank you to those who have donated to me on Ko-fi!
    You will also appear here if you decide to donate on a pay what you want shop item.

    $10

    donated by anemunie
    29th march 2022
    during a food crisis

    $25

    donated by allysaluvie_
    29th march 2022
    during a food crisis

    $5

    by larawgqs
    29th march 2022
    during a food crisis

    $2

    donated by valberrydaily
    18th june 2024
    as thanks for a pixel art brush

    $2

    donated by kiyuxovt
    18th january 2024
    as thanks for pixel art dividers

    gifts


    THANK YOU!
    Thank you to the people who have drawn me gifts or accepted to take on a commission from me! Any artworks of my characters are always appreciated and treasured, so thank you so much! You have helped me bring my characters to life!
    Note that this section will be hard to upkeep and not everything will be here! Sorry, I'm working on it but there's a lot of artworks! Links or names might also be inaccurate if the artist leaves socials or changes their handle. You can click on the image to view it closer, but note that for format reasons they have all been cropped into squares! If you see yourself here and your username has changed feel free to contact me to change it!

    2024 birthday

    may 2024

    [What is Ukiyo made of?]25% Undefeated Blue Rose in Glass Display Case
    - There is not a trace of dust on the delicate blue rose, as if everything is still-
    "I am blue rose, the mysterious blue rose."
    20% Deep Sapphire named "Tears of the Deep Sea"
    - Condensed in the deep sea, her tears in the shape of water droplets-
    "Although the past is very sad, the tears I shed are still as bright as gems."
    20% The Luminous Planet in the Universe
    - Because it glows, it is easy for people to think that they are visitors from another world in the universe-
    "Because I love this world, even if I come from a faraway place, I still shine."
    10% The Moonlight Pouring on the Lake
    - Go to that breathtakingly beautiful place, even though there is only endless moonlight-
    "I like silence. Under the moonlight, I can immerse myself in my world with peace of mind."
    15% Lolita Dress Charms and Ruffles
    - Lolita skirt with well-proportioned stitching, decorated with white ruffles-
    "I love these costumes because every dress is a collection of endless inspiration.”
    10% The Relaxing Jasmine Fragrance on a Rainy Night
    - What does the smell of jasmine tea remind her of?
    “You can taste fresh jasmine tea tomorrow morning.”
    10% Ethereal Singing in an Airtight Room
    - Better than the sound of nature, this song comes from the distant depths-
    "Although I have no mouth, my heart can sing."
    [Ukiyo is made of these.]

    by qycyorange

    june 2024

    july 2024

    by hajarhnbl see them here!

    august 2024


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